omg two days of ot-ness is really tiring oh well, its was kinda cool working with some few peeps with loud music background and lotsa laughing, did finish some work but still got many things to do hahaha, i used the new pc too, installed all my needed softwares yesterday, its good but my pc here at home still better whahaha, lolx coz this ones my baby, just got a printer and a dvd writer.
just met a friend recently, and to my shock, she was a part of my childhood, we lived and played in the same place, we both know the old shops and stores on the streets, she even knew my friends, the sad thing is she remembered my name and i didnt know hers, felt so bad, i know i knew everybody in our place before, oh well my head got too much beating, fell on the stairs and got hit bit a rod that bended on my head before i cant remember too much of the past, really hurts my head, but it was cool seeing the past again, where everythings was so free hahaha
well this week will be a challenge for me, grrrr really cant wait for the answer tho i havnt asked yet, duh!! ill try, and accept it, i will not take it so deep, life goes on, labo ko amp!!
this is the first time i really didnt have the drive to play all week, really unusually for me, maybe im losing the desire to play, and rather play the game called LIFE, time to meet new peeps outside the imaginary world created by a game
really love this song
reflecting on it
Evanescence - Breathe No More - Anywhere But Home
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.